Thursday, October 11, 2012
I'm different? Yes, I do. In so many different ways I am different. I have never asked God why He makes me different. Because, whatever He give us is a gift. He had never make mistakes. Not even a single one. But, why for some people, you hate me for the gift God gave me? God gives gift to you too. You have yours, I have mine. Different people has different gift. Let's celebrate the gifts that God has give to us. Let's celebrate the differences.
It is hard. Very hard. Every bone in my body try to solve me and every voice in my head scream don't. But, I didn't listen. There are always times when I forget to forget you. I can't deny that my past has been complicated but I hope that in the end, love will make everything simple.
Just because we can never be together, doesn't mean I won't love you. You are the only one my heart truly lies. It's either you or no one. No matter how strong I am, when it comes to you, I'm vulnerable.I have never thought that it is possible for me to love someone this much. But, what if that's wrong?
I have never want to leave you. It tears me up inside. But I have to let it go. Good memories remain and I hope someday you'll find someone I could never be.